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Tuesday, 2 May 2017

ViViD Girl

Hello May XD
May is the month where it sounds mostly like a person's name? Mei-chan? Overwatch? XD
It's also my sister's nickname <3 hehe

A lot happened to me in April in terms of new challenge and new breakthrough
Last post (I mean the last 2 posts :x) I posted about my very first photobook
April was definitely busy..beside photoshoot, there was the event that everyone in Medan has been waiting for (I'll write about this next time)
I had another breakthrough, which is I've released my very first album on digital platforms on 28th April 2017, Friday.

V Kanon's DEBUT ALBUM: ViViD Girl

  


It has been more than a year since I've been singing my own songs, especially ViViD Girl
It has been more than a year as well, since I've been saying here and there that I'm working on my very first album, followed by music video
For almost 2 years I've been heading to SIngapore and Jakarta back and forth for this album~!
(I'm serious now but I'm trying to make it less serious LOL)
Publishing a photobook is definitely a Cosplay goal but my aim from the start has always been to be a singer song-writer, so this is totally another level for me

Less than a week before my album was released, I had a media interview by Prime News and Mata Telinga


which means "V Kanon, Medanese that will release a Japanese album"

I honestly was already told when the scheduled release will be but I really didn't want to bring anyone's hope too high (really, it's coward V being coward V /cries) so I've never really mentioned that it'll be on 28th April


"To know more about V Kanon"

Caption on the picture: V Kanon dalam waktu dekat akan mengeluarkan album berbahasa Jepang dan Inggris -> V Kanon will soon release an album in Japanese and English

Both articles are exactly the same, only different page and pictures XD

I've been getting demands of translating it to English, and I'm grateful that I have this blog for it!
It has been a year since my interview translation? :x hhahaha

On a side note, I've been busy last week with the event so I have a lot of backlog to post ;; I haven't even got the time to write my next blog of my Japan trip ><
So it's delayed to next week......
Another vlog from my Japan trip has been uploaded to my YouTube as well, but I haven't really announce it via Facebook / Twitter / Instagram as well, because when I uploaded it on Thursday, it was the first day of Bunkasai event XD
I'm really grateful to those who have checked that video, you guys are special people who knows what I'll be doing in advance >D <3

PRIME NEWS-MEDAN-Bagi yang suka berselancar di dunia maya dan membuka aplikasi Youtube pasti pernah menemukan nama V Kanon. V Kanon sudah memiliki sekitar 45 video hasil karya sendiri yang juga direkam sendiri (nge-vlog). Followernya memang belum sebanyak vlogger lain yang sudah terkenal.
- To those who like to surf the net (as an exercise XD) and check out YouTube, surely you've bumped to V Kanon. V Kanon has owned around 45 self-made videos (vlogs). Her subscribers may not be as much as other famous vlogger (this was definitely a knifeeeee to my heart HAHA)

Nama V Kanon, yang memiliki nama asli Vangelys, diambil dari huruf awal namanya, sementara Kanon dalam bahasa Jepang berarti suara musim panas (夏音). Selain hobi ngevlog V juga menyukai cosplay (costume play) yang juga di-share di Youtube dan akun Facebooknya. Dari perbincangan dengan V, dalam waktu dekat ia akan mengeluarkan album berbahasa Jepang dan Inggris.
- V Kanon, whose real name is Vangelys, comes from her first name's initial, while Kanon means 'summer sound' in Japanese (夏音). Beside vlogging, V also love Cosplay, which she shares via YouTube and Facebook. From the talk with V, she will be releasing a Japanese and English music album soon.

Hobinya dibidang musik mungkin tak perlu diragukan lagi, selain karena sang ayah adalah pengusaha yang bergerak di bidang industri musik, V juga memiliki talenta untuk menulis lagu, membuat lirik sekaligus membuat musiknya. Ibarat kata pepatah, buah tak akan jauh jatuh dari pohonnya.
- Her hobby in music is definite. Beside her dad who own business in the music industry, V also have the talent to write song; from writing lyric and composing melody. It's like the idiom, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree

V yang lahir di Singapura, 27 September 1995 sudah belajar alat musik sejak kecil. Ia juga belajar bahasa Jepang dan Inggris. Tamat SMA ia memilih kuliah di Singapura dan memilih bidang Audio Enginering.
- V who was born in Singapore 27 September 1995 has studied music since young. She also studied Japanese and English. After high school, she chose to study in Singapore for Audio Engineering course

“Beberapa video yang dipublish di Youtube adalah lagu-lagu berbahasa Jepang yang saya nyanyikan sendiri dan terkadang bermain musiknya juga sendiri,” katanya.
- She said, "Some video that I've published in YouTube are Japanese songs that I sing myself and sometime, I do play the music as well,"

Selain memiliki kemampuan di bidang musik, V juga memadukan kemampuannya dalam memadupadankan fashion. Kedua orangtuanya sangat mendukung hobi dan talenta yang dimiliki V.
Hobinya nge-vlog dan cosplay yang diupload di Youtube tidak lebih hanya sekadar untuk mengekspresikan diri dan menyalurkan hobi. Dari hobinya ngevlog dan cosplay, dalam waktu dekat juga V Kanon akan menerbitkan buku bertajuk LOVE LIVE – Cosplay Photobook. Dimana buku ini akan berisi foto-foto V Kanon dengan beberapa costum kesukaannya.
- Beside musicality talent, V also has talent in fashion. Both of her parents really support her hobbies and talents. Her hobbies of vlogging and cosplay that have been published in YouTube are more than just a hobby. From her hobbies, she will be releasing her LOVE LIVE - Cosplay Photobook soon. This book will be photos of V Kanon wearing her favorite costumes.

“Saya lebih bagus dikenal sebagai penyanyi daripada cosplayer atau vlogger,” tandasnya.
Kemampuannya dalam bidang tarik suara telah dibuktikan dengan berani tampil di beberapa event. Seperti di Medan, Jakarta dan Singapura. Lagu yang dibawakan juga masih tetap lagu berbahasa Jepang dan Inggris.
- "I prefer to be known as singer than cosplayer or vlogger," she said. Her singing talent has been proofed when she confidently perform in Medan, Jakarta and Singapore events. Songs that she perform are still in Japanese and English.

Kenapa harus berbahasa Jepang dan Inggris? Seraya tersenyum, gadis yang akrab dengan nama V Kanon ini menyampaikan bahwa lagu tersebut jika benar-benar diminati akan dikenal sampai ke tingkat internasional. Tidak hanya lokal saja.
- Why does it need to be Japanese and English? While smiling, V Kanon replied that she would like her songs to be spread to worldwide and internationally, not just locally. 

Terkait dengan album solo yang segera dirilis, V Kanon menyampaikan bahwa tema lagunya masih tentang love song.
“Lagu-lagunya banyak yang ditulis berdasarkan pengalaman sendiri, pengalaman teman-teman dan mengangkat kisah orang lain,” tuturnya. @jamesppardede
- Regarding her solo album that will be releasd soon, V Kanon mentioned that the theme of the song is still about love. "Most of my songs come from my own experience or my friends' and story of others," she said.
Lots of thanks to Mr. James <3

And so abracadabra my album has been released!
It's a shock that the titles are in Japanese Kanji Katakana Hiragana (though I actually submitted everything with the Romaji ;;;;;)
Since I haven't release any physical format of the songs, I've decided to post snippets of the lyrics of my songs!

Confession: my inspiration for this song is Kyary Pamyu Pamyu 'x'
When I wrote this song, I imagine myself being in a pastel-blue-pink-green-yellow-purple room, like for KPP's Tsukema Tsukeru? Then have stairs where I'll skip on the stairs while counting ONE TWO THREE FOUR :D
But.........the lyric actually came ages ago, when I was in secondary school.

"this feeling is going strong, this feeling couldn't be stopped
going on more and more, just wanna stay close to you
this feeling is going strong, this feeling couldn't be stopped
going onmore and more, this feeling has a long way to go"

I wish people will count with me when I perform this song XD
1234 ABCD 4321 1234 5678 LOVE 1234 ABCD 4321
Definitely an opening act song, thus it's the first track of the whole album!

I hope no one is bored with ViViD Girl as 10 times I perform, at least 8 times I'll pick this song! Because I find this song as the one that explains who is V the most :D
The lyric also came when I was in secondary school though I think this song still describe me the best (I haven't grow since secondary school :x)

"一緒にいなきゃいけない そうはずを信じて
君は私のために、私が君のために
一緒にいるはずの、私は姫様
出会いは運命だと、君は私のあの人
そうよね
"We must be together, I believe so
You are for me, I am for you
We should be together, I am (your) princess
I believe our meeting is destined, you are that person (just for me)
Ain't I right?"

Long story short, YES an otome in love, quite hard-headed since in real life, who says that the person you like is the person for you HAHA (/cries at one side)

The whole song is like:
- I wake up early in the morning with a smile on my face because I dreamed of you. You appeared in my dream = I'm the one for you
- I wake up early in the morning with a smile on my face, to choose what to wear, so that you'll notice (love) me~! I'll try every style for you; gyaru lolita punk rockstar (yes, based on personal experience)

It's not a feminist song :x it's more of a 'stupid girl who is in love' 'too young too dump to realize' kind of cutie childish song but please don't take it so negatively :x

mood board for ViViD Girl XD

3. Soba ni ite (because you are with me)
Among all the 9 songs, this was the first one that was done
I made this song when I was in university.
Totally different mood with ViViD Girl but I take this song as second main song of the album.

"ずっとあなたを思うと 自分が笑ってしまうよ
きっと何を起こっても 君を愛してる
"whenever i think of you, i find myself smiling
whatever may happen, I will definitely love you"

This is the typical 'ballad love song' with the keyword "愛してる AISHITERU" but the word of love in Japanese is so beautiful in my opinion <3
This song is for feeling of gratitude to the people around me. 
- "whenever you fall, I'll safe you right away" 
- "because you are with me through all my tear my smile my joy my pain" 
- "you always help me even though you know I'm weak
- "you've always become my wing"

I dedicate this song to everyone <3

4. Nakushita (gone)
ALRIGHT emo time XD emo period :x
This was made during the final period of my university year, a.k.a thesis period SKRIPSIIIII

"what do i have in this world
何もかも not a single thing
i'm troubled i'm lost can't see anything
can i carry on?"

何もかも nanimokamo -> anything and everything

There was a lot of uncertainty during my last university period and I think it's what everyone experiences at least once in their life. even now i still can relate to this song because who can really be 100% sure where they are heading to?
- where am i? i've walked until here before i know it
- where to go? can the meaning of living be found?
- i'm in a crowd, but what is this loneliness?

Beside 無くした Nakushita, the keywords are '歌えるだけ (utaeru dake -> I can only sing)’ and ’自分自身が消えるの (jibun jishin ga kieru no -> 'me' is disappearing)’
So in a way it's also a song where I don't understand what I'm doing or I'm being asked to do something I am not fond of, so my own self is disappearing XD

Confession: my last thesis for university was about Vocaloid; THIS SONG WAS MADE FOR MIKU AND LUKA XD
That's why the vocal in this song (if you are aware of it XD) is overlapping with each other :B it's meant to be a conversation inside our mind~~

5. Anata no tame ni (for your sake)
Another song that I made during my secondary school days XD

あなたのためにそばにいたい 私のために
どこまで行ける わからないけど
ずっと いつも あなたを愛する
”For your sake, I'd like to be beside you. And it's for my sake as well.
Though I don't know how far we can go (together)
Always, forever, I'll love you"

This is like a reply to Soba ni ite? :D
I forgot to say that soba ni ite is not just a song from me to everyone but it's also what I feel from everyone to me
Everyone is supporting me = I'd like to be beside everyone~!
This song is more to romantic relationship compared to Soba ni ite though, because one part of the lyric is: Let's stop having normal love story, let's step into the future that we don't know (together)

My image of this song is THIS WORLD THIS SOLAR SYSTEM THIS UNIVERSE is so big and yet we got to meet XD

Simply the English version of Soba ni ite XD
FYI there's also English version of ViViD Girl XD

"whatever thing that makes me cry
whenever you wipe away my tears
i can say that i'm safe and sound
please don't ever let go my hands"

THIS IS the exact translation of the real Soba ni ite so please check it out /w/

7. suki (like)
And we are back to otome heart XD
Very first song I made when I was in Singapore

"好きと言ったら my lifeを手において
わかるはずのに 全部壊して
自分のことも 見せてあげるのに
悲しくない 言えないよ
"when i say (confess) that I like you, I place my life on your hands
you do know it, but you break it all
even though I'm showing you who am I
I can't say that I'm not sad"

Awwwwww </3 (i'm sorry i'm so excited that i get hyped for my own song :B)

Can be said as the second part of ViViD Girl, because actually in ViViD Girl, later on she realized that he is not the person just for her but this one is more...mature? as in more experienced:
- When our eyes met during our first meeting, I felt 'bad', as if experiencing 'first love'
- Even though I get scared due to sad experience or love from the past

*cough* based on personal experience

The remaining 2 songs in my album are the instrumental track of Soba ni ite and Nakushita :D
What I wrote above are truly snippets. not only I don't write the full lyric, I also don't explain fully about the songs; inspiration image reactionwanted howtosing ETC XD
I honestly can write a thesis (?) if i were to write everything, because I do love to write XD
But I've decided not to, unless there's a specific song anyone wants me to talk about :)

These songs are definitely dear to me. It felt like I just experienced and wrote them yesterday and may be if I were to really talk about each song, as in TALK and not write, I may cry because they are my babies; just like my posters photobooks prints!!

I can never thank enough everyone who purchased everything I've released last month. It just happened to be that I wanted my prints to be available for Bunkasai + the album was planned to be released last week, it's a pure coincidence that everything were published in April.

I've extended the pre-order of my prints, while the songs will be forever available at the digital stores mentioned!

I mentioned it before in Twitter that the only reason why I decided to do things quite late (like only started blogging and twitting after years of having page, started vlogging after years of posting in YouTube) is because I don't want to try to do more than what I think I'm capable of doing.
Even now, sometime I feel like 'urgh so much to post' like I DO HAVE ALBUMS AND PICTURES i haven't post
But the main reason is I would like to treasure every single thing I wanna post, because I don't want my posts to be 'post no post also no different la' kind of thing

This may delay my progress, but I'm always thankful and cheered up when I see kind comments lovely messages from everyone that look forward to my content and really communicate with me.

Friday, 30 December 2016

31st of December: reflection

Hello World 😆
I'm still enjoying my End of Year Holiday somewhere on earth but it doesn't mean that I'm not active 😆
For the past one week, I'm lucky that I can manage my pages (YouTube IG WC and FB) even when I'm not home (thanks to my lappy and wifi 😆)

Then....since it's already the last day of 2016, means all the 4 plans I've announced are fulfilled!

I want to nom my semechan (?)

1. Collaboration with Reiki <3 the first plan was to have 1 winner for the giveaway (VKanon's calendar and Reiki's photoset) plus 2 FS from each of us~! But as a surprise, we decided to give Fansign to everyone who participated <3



2. Throwback to 2016~
Alright, this one is still on going 😆 but these are the albums I've uploaded so far:
Kotobukiya Edward Scissorhands Bishoujo Statue
Every breath you take - 80s casual shoot
waitin for santa; my very first Christmas shoot ever~! >w<
- Yachiyo Todoroki - Working!


Preview picture XD

3. VKanon's Christmas video
4. VKanon's Q&A

Ok, apparently not all have been fulfilled 😆
For number 3 and 4, I've decided to combine them~!
I've uploaded a Christmas video, which is part 1 of V Kanon's End Of Year Video! There are 2 parts~ the New Year video has been uploaded yesterday!
For the two videos, I did singing (my own songs as well~!) and I've picked questions I've gathered for this blog!

(P.S I've also uploaded a few impromptu cover songs I did when playing with my camera XD
- Seb'rapa Jauh Ku Melangkah / How Far I'll go from Moana (YouTube FB)
- You Don'T Own Me from Suicide Squad (YouTube FB)

And so, this blog entry is for the remaining questions I haven't answered~!
The main reason why I didn't pick a lot of questions is mainly time, plus I don't wanna bore everyone with too much talking 😆 I had to cut a lot of takes I took for the two videos :P
Thank you once again for all the questions, and I hope my answers won't fail anyone >D


Favorite food would be....rice! I need to eat rice once a day! I can eat more but calorie wise not so advisable so yea 😆
I can never choose only one when it comes to my favorite color >.< My answer would be BlackPinkRed with no space 😆 that's actually the reason why I don't like my hair to be black, because I like to buy black hair accessories and hat, that ended up can't be seen with my black hair _._

Hinted my 2017 cosplan in my previous blog entry~! RubyYohaneHanamaru from LLS (75% confirmed, 25% leftover is after I try the wig on 😆) plus Athena from Saint Seiya, mentioned in a video discussion with fellow cosplayer mates <3
I have a lot of favorite cosplayer, but who I look up to most would be Reika and YingTze. From makeup skill, how they are able to make their own costume to how friendly and humble they are :>

Karena V merasa V bisa mendapati banyak hal melalui Cosplay. Dari melatih makeup, mempelajari bahasa & budaya Jepang (menonton anime 😆), menemui teman-teman dan orang-orang baru, bersabar (khususnya cosplay wig panjang HAHA) :D
V hanya Cosplay karakter yang V sudah kenal, jadi pastinya V ada nonton atau membaca cerita karakter tersebut. Paling tidak V ada cek wikipedia dan google untuk info-info dari penampilan sampai sifat karakter tersebut 😆

Costume which are already in my hand (some for almost 3 years..) but haven't cosplay; Chii from Chobits (when will I fulfil my childhood dream :x), Fransizka von Karma from Ace Attorney, Eli from Love Live, Elaine from Nanatsu no Taizai and Hatsune Miku Senbonzakura version ;w;

What a cutie >.<<3 love your Kotori cosplay <3

I would say... Morgiana from Magi, Inori from Guilty Crown, Junko from Dangan Ronpa, Hanayo and Maki from Love Live, mostly because of comfort and convenience 😆

Song recording, music video shooting, making my own video and blogging 😆 can I consider watching anime and reading manga, for me to study more about the characters for my cosplay or to check out the market trend? 😆
We first met during Lil Akiba? >.< your original maid character is so cute!

Hopefully I can go to other events beside AFA 😂 I wanna go to STGCC >.<!

Of course!! >w< I always look forward to going back!!

Yes! 😆 Morgiana from Magi, 3 years ago~!

Wow >o< lemme think 🤔
I'm an otome, a girl who's mind is filled with bluesky-unicorn-sweetlove-romance so what I have in mind is mostly romantic kind of scenario 😂
How about something like 'I like to see his/her cosplay, but I don't know anything about him/her' and then one day the MainCharacter bumped into 'him/her' without cosplay.. Apparently 'him/her' is very shy in real life, that's why no-facebook-no-twitter to stalk this cosplayer?  😂 I think it'll end up with the MainCharacter supporting this cosplayer, may be try to protect 'him/her' from bullies, making 'him/her' realize that he/she is better than he/she thinks
"I'll always be here to support you" "I've fallen in love with you from the very first time I saw you in XXX-convention"  😂

Oh yes! Everything seems one-sided though.. from mysterious Korean guy who send me messages, King of Sindria, Emperor of KonanVice-Commander of the Shinsengumi to vocalist of Visual Kei band who also models, designs and even write books!!!!!!

I remember 3 years ago, I had a discussion with a friend, whether Lelouch died or not. We went to google it and found a YouTube video with title that says 'Lelouch is alive' or something like that. The video shows the last scene of Code Geass season 2, where C.C. was in a horse carriage~ the anime I watched ended with C.C.'s narrative only, while the video showed a smirking Lelouch being the coachman. We went 'what the heck' after we watched the video, cause we think it's a pure hoax, like someone just add that scene (not sure anyone is that free or not but yea :x)
But I guess in my heart, Lelouch never die 😂 may be it's just me being bias because Lulu is my most favorite character in the series but I guess he is still alive 😆 my memory of Code Geass may not be the most accurate but I believe Lulu just want peace, and if peace is only attainable with him 'disappearing' in front of everyone, that's what he'd do :> I think his resurrection will be something like the area is in chaos, something happened that ruined the peace that Lulu brought after his disappearance. He'll appear either when he think he can't take the chaos anymore or when someone unpurposely found him being alive? 
ANYWAY LULU WILL BE BACK TO SAFE THE DAY ;)

Random girl in seifuku, during 2015 CLASH :P ok i'll make it better,
'random cute girl' in seifuku 😆 

I wanttttttt so far I can count the number of Chinese songs I can sing, but I've received some song recommendations~! So please look forward to it 
*cough January is Chinese New Year, thanks for reminding me what kind of video I can make 😆 *

I.....love rice but I don't recommend rice for dinner since I don't take rice for dinner 😥 but I also can't recommend noodle as it's worse than rice 😥
Most of the time I only eat meat and vegetable for dinner and I love Korean BBQ lately so I think that's best for dinner 😆 

Nope I don't make costume 😆 I do make some accessories or adding details on costumes but nope I don't make costume :D
How I decide on what character to cosplay would be wig length, how does the costume look, where&when I'm going to cosplay and of course, the personality of the character~ just roughly though..I think I can write an essay about this 😆 😆 

Sadly no >.< So far I've only printed posters for giveaway and my very first calendar. I believe a photobook will be way harder, especially the planning part! But of course, I'd like to release one when I believe I'm ready :>

Hmm.. kurang ngerti ini karena sudah akhir tahun atau tidak sengaja V tunda, tapi seperti karakter-karakter dari Love Live Sunshine sih sudah di list tapi belum di cosplay 😆 

We first met during a group shoot!! So I don't remember much interaction ;w; but I'm so happy that you remember me, as you greeted me the second time we met, which I believe was during DBS Cosplay event near MBS? 😆 you're always one of those people who make me feel Singapore is like home! <3
I've had college romance, when I was studying in Singapore but that was all. Now I'm too immersed on my other boys (*cough 2D boys* 😆 )

Mungkin jawaban ini sangat memalukan tetapi V merasa V sangat tidak cocok dengan karakter Umi dari Love Live 😂 jujur V sedikit bersyukur karena V cuma punya 1 kostum Umi, dan kostum yang simple 😂  
satu lagi adalah karakter Kougyoku dari Magi. V sangat suka karakter Kougyoku, tetapi kostumnya ribet 😆 tetapi V pingin ada kesempatan untuk memakai kostum Kougyoku lagi~!

Because I love anime and japanese culture and dressing up!

a. Of course I'm happy :D what is better than our hobby is being accepted positively by people who are not into it 😆
b. Of course I'm sad, but let's not get angry :D I think what is most important is we are not doing anything that gives trouble to others, as well as to fellow cosplayers 😃

Rice!! Fried Chicken!! Egg!! 😆 😆 😆 

Started from curiousity! I happened to find a 'cosplay costume sales' Facebook group and my life (?) starts there 😆 

V belum pernah mengikuti lomba cosplay 😆 sebalikanya, kompetisi yang V ikuti adalah Anime Song Singing Competition
Lomba apa pun itu, pastinya ada rasa deg-degan. Bahkan tidak harus kompetisi, performance saja juga bisa membuat deg-degan. Tetapi menurut V, deg-degan yang dirasakan di atas panggung itu adalah sesuatu yang harus kita nikmati, supaya kita juga bisa terasa nyaman dan tidak merasa tertindas dan takut. Deg-degan itu harus kita anggap seperti rasa yang mendebar-debarkan pada saat waktu membuka kado, atau pada saat mau mencoba sesuatu yang baru 😀

Not 'a'?😆 My recent favorite phrase is 'I have one (Korean) husband (we got married at the space station), one (Korean) guy who I'm having affair with and one (Korean) sugar daddy (*cough who is gay with the guy who I'm having affair with 😂)

Of course 😆 I really do hope it won't be another year until we meet again 😂

My very first Christa attempt, shoot with Nutty >.< I hope my Cosplay has improved the next time we do a shoot XD

Last but not least, "What would be the best present for you in 2017?"
Will it be alright for me to wanting more of what I received in 2016? I'm not trying to boast but thankfully, I really feel like I have more than enough "physical" present. Not saying that next year I won't go shopping though (no matter how I wanna safe no, shopping is still one of hobbies 😆 ). Of course I've received a lot of love in form of words and actions as well! What I have in mind are "more courage", "more improvement" and "more chances". But I think these 3 will come along with "more trouble", "more lesson" and "more hardship", because these 3 are for me to get through so that I can learn! So I think what I want in 2017 will be "more strength" for my inner self to overcome what may come!

Year 2016 has actually been tougher than my previous years? Truly a year where I feel when there's plus, there's definitely minus.
I believe I've travelled the most this year (like almost once every month), means there are few routines I can't keep up with, few "missed" moments, but also at the same time, I've experienced a lot of "first"!
I had a few "pretty hard" periods. I almost lost a friend which made me thing "life is so fragile" but at the same time, I had a lot of moments when I thought "I don't mind dying now, as I'm afraid that this is my limit" because I was too happy
There were a lot so much I wanna know, so much I wanna do and a lot of "will I be able to do it all?" yet so much contemplation, "YOLO", regrets when it comes to decision

But there are certain things that I know; I am blessed. I am loved. I am supported.
My dream is still to be a singer-song writer; I still enjoy cosplay very much.
I still find the best feeling when I stand on stage and seeing everyone smiling singing-along dancing enjoying my performance!
I still find the best feeling when I go to events, meeting friends, taking pictures together, bonding!
So I'm definitely not going to give these two up, no matter what :)

Every year, my NewYear Resolution (NewYear wish and hope to be exact HAHA not really a "should do" kind of thing :x) is I wish this year will be a year where I think 'Being Busy is A Good Thing'
In other words, I'm not going to slow-down my gears and hoping that I'll get even busier as years go by

Thank you everyone for your support, as year 2016 wouldn't be a blast without everyone. I am nothing without your support, from 'like' 'share' 'follow' 'comment' 'mention' 'reply' 'message' 'hi' 'see you again' 'cute' 'it can be better' '*peep*' 'omg' 'haha' 'lol' all the positive and negative
Thank you for always looking after me, and I do hope to show my growth to everyone, because I think that's how bonding works the most!

つまり、今までありがとうございました。
そして、これからも宜しくお願い申し上げます。

In other words, thank you for everything up until now.

And then, I'll be under your care again from here on. Yoroshiku!

Everyone probably haven't done (or already done? XD) NewYear Kanpai yet 🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻
But here, CHEERS for the new year 🍻🍻🍻🍻

With lots of love,
V Kanon <3

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